victor's internal struggle
definitions
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The psychological or emotional conflict experienced by a person who has achieved success or victory, often involving feelings of guilt, isolation, or the moral cost of winning.de: Innerer Konflikt des Siegers
examples
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Despite his triumph on the field, the athlete faced a victor's internal struggle regarding the methods used to win.
Trotz seines Triumphs auf dem Spielfeld sah sich der Athlet einem inneren Konflikt des Siegers bezüglich der angewandten Methoden gegenüber.